You make the best with what you got, yeah. At least that's what I try to do.

[ It can hard though sometimes. Especially when it feels like what she has can only be used against her, can only make the wounds re-open and fester painfully. For as much as she understands the gods and is behind them in ways not many people would be, she can't help but harbor a little resentment for the way their emotions can be changed on a whim. How things so unassuming as dreams can be used to hurt her even more than they already do. As if she didn't have enough nightmares about the things she's done, now they gotta' include other people too.

Not fucking cool.

And she does know because she would have killed him too or died trying. Despite how much she claims she isn't that person anymore, it was frightening just how fast she'd snapped back into the mentality. How it was her or him and in the moment of that snap decision she still chose herself. ]

It is. Sorry though, still. It's... Don't need to make it worse, y'know? We all got enough shit to deal with as is.